the enemy is not happy with God working through me. i am a threat and his target. i feel it... daily. i feel the enemy in every step i take, and i feel this crescendo of tension... it's building, and i'm not sure how long it will go before it breaks [or breaks me]. there’s a war i cannot see, but i can feel it revolt.
father,
Your Word says that You want us to enjoy our lives so that our joy may be made complete in You. the thief comes to steal, kill and destroy, but Jesus came so i could enjoy life in abundance, until it overflows. thank you, Lord.
i ask you Abba, for balance and fullness of Your joy. my flesh does not agree with my born-again heart and it suffers when i obey you. give me a tender conscience that is sensitive to Your voice. give me peace and freedom to enjoy people, my family, my calling and most of all, my relationship with You. protect my heart, Lord, for Your glory.
In your name, Amen.
always yours,
a girl with a smile
God is with me wherever I am. (Joshua 1:9)
love (and a tad fearful),
elizabeth
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